Today, as the gentle light showers pass and the clouds shift across the Birmingham sky, I find myself enveloped in the quiet stillness of a typical spring day. There’s a soft glow on the windowpane—moments of sunshine peeking through the grey—and all I can think about is you. My love, my Sir, my desire.
Missing you
I want to be with you at this very moment—laughing at silly things, sharing warm meals, or just sitting in comfortable silence. But I understand. I understand that purpose is calling. I understand that the man I love is out there being the man God has called him to be. One of the things I admire most about you is your relentless work ethic. You give your all, not just to me but to the world. And that, my dear Sir, is one of your greatest strengths.
But today... Today, it tugs at my heart a little more than usual.
I won’t waste this feeling. I won’t pretend to be “okay” or bury the longing. Instead, I’ll tell you: I love you. I miss you. Deeply. And I’m praying for you—your safety, your peace, and your strength. May God’s angels encamp around you and guide every step.
As I sit here, arms wrapped around myself where yours should be, I remind myself that this distance is only temporary. Love has a funny way of growing stronger in moments like these, and oh, how strong mine is for you.
So, I’ll try to focus today. I’ll push through, even though my heart feels heavy. But know—wherever you are, I carry you with me.
Always,
Your Lover Girl,
Hepsibah
